‘Oh – come on! I was only here yesterday,’ says Rae, taking down
the address off the computer and then tossing the clipboard disdainfully onto
the dash. ‘Fucking hell.’
‘This one’s a real pain. A colossal waste of time. I mean –
don’t let me prejudice you in any way.’
‘But honestly. She needs shooting.’
‘Watch yourself. She’s a nasty piece of work. She’ll turn on
a sixpence and her daughter’s no better. What a pair of psychos. Frequent
flyers –harpies, more like. They’ve put in loads of complaints against just
about everyone you can think of – ambulance, doctors, Mother fucking Theresa, you
name it. They’ve got a dreadful reputation. Frank’s actually banned from going
there. They said he planted a bag of crack cocaine in the kitchen.’
‘Yeah, well – that’s Frank for you. He’ll always find a way.’
‘I’m amazed you haven’t heard of them.’
‘We’re a bit up-country but yeah - I’m surprised, too.’
‘It’s how it goes. Just bite your lip and keep a low
profile. I’ll turn this around as quick as I can. Hopefully she’ll blow and we can
run straight out. Jesus Christ. Talk about the grunts of the Health Service,
Spence. We just have to go in and deal with this shit regardless.’
I drive steadily.
Rae folds her arms. After a while she leans forwards and
spits her gum out into the rubbish.
‘And they never tell you any of the back story. They’re
quite happy for you to go in blind. Imagine if you were working on the car and didn’t know,’ she says. ‘At
night. On your own.’
I turn into the street. A nice enough place, freshly painted
houses a strimmer-swipe back from a line of freshly painted hedges. Caravans on
blocks; recycling bins; kids on bikes. A regular, two-up two-down Sunday
morning migraine kind of street. The only thing that distinguishes our house
from the others is a certain pall of neglect that hangs around it, like the
greying glaze on a rotten tooth in an otherwise wide and self-satisfied smile.
The windows haven’t been painted or even opened in a while, the hedges are as
yellowing as the curtains, and the pebbledash rendering has blown.
As I pull up outside an elderly woman walking past catches my
eye and smiles sympathetically. I fully expect to see her cross herself, but
she merely shakes her head from side to side in a ‘that’s too bad’ kind of way,
and hurries on.
Rae hugs her clipboard and walks up the path to the door.
A shout from inside, a complaint, a vicious curse, another
shout – then heavy thumps along the hallway boards. The door flies open.
A lumpen girl in a Nike tracksuit stands staring at us, her
face doughy and pale, her hair drawn back in a ponytail so tight it stretches
‘Take her away, she’s annoying me now,’ she says, then steps
The house stinks of fags and wet dog.
‘I locked the mutt in the back garden,’ she says, closing
the door behind us. ‘He won’t hurt you, though. I told the stupid woman on the
phone. I said he’s about a hundred years old, darling. What’s he going to do?
Gum them to death?’
‘Through here?’ says Rae.
‘Haven’t you been here before?’ the girl says. ‘I think
you’ve been here before. I recognise your face. I’m getting to know them all.
Not you though,’ she says to me. ‘You’re new.’
She follows us into the sitting room and throws herself down
onto the sofa, holding the position she lands in, legs wide apart and arms
right and left along the back. ‘Carry on. Don’t mind me.’
Her mother is sitting on an armchair in the bay window. With
her swollen feet planted in a pair of decaying slippers, her legs pushed aside
by the swollen mass of her belly and her hands placed on either knee, she could
be a statue of the laughing Buddha, except for the expression on her face, the chilling
opposite to celestial joy.
‘I’m not going to hospital,’ she snarls. ‘So now what are
you going to do?’
‘Hello, Rita,’ says Rae. ‘I was out to you just yesterday.
Something about some gastric pain, wasn’t it?’
‘Oh yes. I remember,’ says Rita, with a ghastly smile. ‘You
said the doctor would be in touch.’
Rae looks at me.
‘Rita’s been having this pain for a few months. Yesterday
when I came I tried to persuade Rita that she should come to hospital to have it
investigated there, but she refused. So I referred her on to her GP.’ She turns
back to Rita. ‘That’s right, isn’t it?’
‘GP!’ says Rita. ‘He says he never wants to see me again. He
says he couldn’t care less if I died. He says I’m a rude and aggressive person
– rude and aggressive! Me!’
‘You’re the third ambulance today,’ says the daughter from
the sofa, reaching for a cigarette.
‘Do you have any of the ambulance sheets?’ says Rae.
‘Take your pick, luv,’ says the daughter, nodding over to a
sideboard, where a bundle of PRF’s have been stuffed into a letter rack. I take
them out whilst Rae carries on talking to Rita.
‘So when did the last ambulance come out to you?’
‘I told you. About an hour ago.’
‘And was that for stomach pain, too?’
‘It’s all about stomach pain, dear. I’ve got stomach
trouble. It’s what I suffer with. The doctor knows. He’ll tell you all about it
– if he can be bothered. Which he can’t. He says he never wants to see me in
his surgery again. Which makes life a bit difficult, don’t it? I need a camera
down me to see what’s what. How am I going to get a camera down me if the
bleeding doctor won’t even come out?’
I turn to the daughter.
‘Would you mind not smoking whilst we’re here?’ I say to
her. ‘Only we’ll stink of fags the rest of the shift.’
There’s a dangerous pause, but luckily the moment passes and
she seems to accept the request.
‘Oh. Excuse me,’ she says, putting the cigarette back in the
packet. ‘I wouldn’t have done it if I’d known. You see I’m not like some. I
fully respect people’s human rights. I know it’s not nice to breathe in
someone’s smoke if you’re not a smoker yourself. I never would’ve gone to light
up if I’d known. We’re not like that, Mum and me. We respect people’s rights.
Don’t we, Mum?’
‘Yes we do,’ she says. ‘And I know mine. I know that doctor
has no right to refuse me a visit. I’m going to get him struck off. How else am
I supposed to get this sorted?’
Rae takes one of the forms and quickly scans through it.
‘It says here you had an appointment for an endoscopy
earlier in the week. Didn’t you go?’
She looks down and picks fluff off her knee.
‘I missed the transport.’
‘How did you miss the transport, Rita?’
The daughter sits up.
‘She couldn’t just leave me here on my own, could she? I’m
agoraphobic and I get panic attacks. I’ve been diagnosed with acute anxiety
disorder and chronic depression, irregular periods and irritable bowel
syndrome. I can’t just be left. And I can’t just go out into the street,
neither. I’d fucking keel over, mate.’
Rae turns back to Rita.
‘So couldn’t you arrange for someone to stay here with your
daughter whilst you went up the hospital? A friend or relative or someone?’
‘Who? Who can I trust?’
‘I don’t know, Rita. But otherwise we’re all at a bit of a
‘No. It’s not a bit of a stalemate. It’s up to the doctor to
sort out a treatment that’s right for me and my circumstance. I can’t be
expected to think of everything.’
‘You can’t very well have an endoscopy at home, Rita.’
‘You have to go to the hospital.’
‘Which is something the doctor has to sort out.’
‘But he did already sort it out, Rita. It’s just you missed
‘He says he won’t see me any more because I’m rude and
aggressive. He says he wants me to fuck off and die.’
‘I’m sure he didn’t say that, Rita.’
‘That’s what he meant.’
Rae looks at me and sighs. Then she looks back at Rita.
‘So what are we going to do with you? As an ambulance crew
we’re a bit limited. We can either take you to hospital or refer you to your GP.
We’re quite happy to do either of those things. But what you can’t do is just
keep refusing hospital, sending crews away and then ringing treble nine again.’
Both Rae and I know that if Rita sends us away and we tell
Control exactly what the situation is – that Rita is in dispute with her
surgery, that she is repeatedly calling 999 specifically to cause a nuisance – we
both know full well that if she calls again, another ambulance will be sent
without question, and even more resource will be wasted.
‘No?’ says Rita. ‘Well what else am I supposed to do, if the
doctor won’t see me?’
‘Rita? I’ll ask you again. Are you going to come to hospital
She narrows her eyes and studies us.
Eventually she says: ‘Do you know where Marston House is?’
‘Yes. I do.’
‘Then I’ll come with you on one condition.’
‘You drop by there and pick up some legal papers I’m waiting
on from my no-good cousin. If you do that, then I will come to hospital with
‘What about Amy?’
The daughter jumps up.
‘I’ll get me coat,’ she says.